I’m fucking terrified right now. Over the past few months my attitudes and feelings have gradually transformed to become a bit more negative, a bit more hopeless, and worst of all–absolutely apathetic.
I think I may be bipolar.
and that scares the living shit out of me.
I haven’t slept in two days; I feel drained, delusional, and just–sad.
I just feel like nothing makes me happy anymore; and that my friends and family take me for granted.
I don’t know what to do.
Oh Charlie, you do swim.
We’re introduced to jacks hero complex. sorry buddy you can’t save everyone.
oh shit everyone thinks jack’s going nuts. just wait until desmond comes around, you’ll think he’s really fucking crazy.
More Buckwheat being an asshole to his kid.
I love all the Sawyer/Star Wars references 
“You’re money’s no good here,” I’m a closet Star Wars nerd.
Water’s low. The smart thing is to keep it all in one place. good job. No wonder it got stolen you morons. Hurley and Charlie are annoying the hell out of jack lol.
Jack’s losing it. I’m not sure if Christian is “good” or “bad” at this point, but I guess leading them to water was good. I think the writers introduced the character of christian as this spiritual entity to guide the losties, but he gets shadier in later seasons.
We find out who is the water thief is when claire passes out.
Ah Sayid I knew I liked you for a reason, he thought it was fucking stupid to keep it in all in one spot too!
How does Locke know where Jack is? again, shady.
God I am way too fucking add to keep track of episodes, and stop playing on LP
So uh not sure what I missed Jack is hanging off a cliff and Locke is grabbing him to pull him back up and then they lay together in a very gay way. Some of the best HEDS come from this scence.
CHARLIECLAIRE<3 nuff said
“Who packs 400 knives,” – Charlie, exactly, my friend.
“She understands me,” – Sayid to Sun. Sayid was a fucking terrorist for christs sake he could probably tell she understood what he was saying. He was right about Ben, right?
Ahhh Sawyer<3 I love his realistic approach to their situation. Ironically, I despised Sawyer my first time viewing. He is now one of my alsolute favorites
Jack get over your damn god complex and lead the losties. I liked the interaction between jack and locke, and the man of science man of faith seeds being planted early on in the season. Locke convinces Jack to search for his father, leading him to water.
Locke: ‘The Others are scared, they don’t want to talk about it,”
Not the Others we know and love, but still I like the references and foreshadowing.
Locke: “I Looked into the Eye of this Island–what I saw was beautiful,”
Still a mystery to me.
blah blah blah sentimental crap at the creek i don’t care about.
great jackfaces during the airport fight. The way he was talking it seems he feels guilty for Christians death. “I Need to Bury My Father”
Aha! the water thief…Boone. Really Charlie? Calling Boone a pretty boy? Neither one of you are especially manly.
Hmmmmm is this the live together die alone speech by dr. shepherd?
oh, yes it is.
that’s right jack, bury your demons, and lead the group.
I tend to gaze over subtitles.
Awwww Vincent has water!!!
Sawyer was a total prick to Boone.
jack confides in kate about christian.
yea so ia haven’t paid attention to the first half of the show but fuck it
HAHA YES Buckwheat got rolled over by the boar. That’s what you get dumbass.
Interesting that Locke plays strategic games (goes back to backgammon). Maybe locke has more potential than I gave him credit for.
Don’t Tell Me What I Can’t Do! Okay any interest I’ve had in Locke went right downt the shitter.
Charlie and Hurley fishing, like seriously lol they’re retarted. Dumb and Dumber, but I love their friendship
I don’t understand the locke flashback some people thinks its his helen, and other people think it is a stripper named helen. Locke isn’t nuts at this point. I think they are two different people.
I missed some important monster stuff because I got distracted by LP. typical. oh well.
Shannon used charlie to get her a fish. he thought she liked him. bitch.
Christian appears to Jack, foreshadowing for white rabbit.
Sayid’d pissed about lying for a radio but not in season 5 when he lies about all his friends still stuck on the island? Weird.
Apparently Kate said Locke was gone, I guess that was the monster crap i missed.
OH SNAP, here comes Christian…maybe not….it’s Locke stumbling out of the jungle, bloodied. That’s fucking weird. Reminds me of the temple scene in season five when Flocke disappears during bens judgement, and reappears right after. It’s like Locke and Christian switched a little too conveniently.
Now Jack is creepily sitting on the beach
Michael asks Locke if he saw the monster, Locke says no, and then looks away. He’s totally lying.
DON’T EVER TELL ME WHAT I CAN’T DO.
guess what john, you’re not making the bus.
Sentimental flashbacks from the crash, boring.
last shot has flames going over lockes head. i stand by my original thought: he was NEVER good
I don’t understand the marshall’s obsession with Kate. It’s a bit overratted. Not just in this episode, but in flashbacks. I don’t feel like somebody would become that emotionally involved about a prisoner.
“Hope is a very dangerous thing to lose,” I agree with Sayid.
Is it a dinosaur 
i LOVE Hurley!
Boone’s creeping already. I feel bad for Boone, I think one of the reasons I like both him and Charlie so much is because they always try to do something to serve the group, but go about it in a shitty way, and it backfires on them. It was honorable of Boone to want to stand guard
Kate flashback = BORING
Love my man Sayid taking charge He’s definately the most resourceful of the castaways.
Jack is a self-pomptous ass. Kate is trying to tell him something very important about their chances of communication off the island and his testosterone takes right over instead, “Well, uh, is there anything else you want to tell me?” Jackass, do something to help the group, get over the Kate thing. What can you honestly do in that situation with a fugitive anyway? PLAY DUMB!
The first of Sawyer’s ransacking Sawyer is a nice Republican boy just like I like em! Every man for himself, survival of the fittest!
Claire and Charlie aka the most adorable couple on lost. I love their first interactions
Hurley is so awkward in uncomfortable situations, it’s cute haha.
This is why I go back and forth with Kate; when comatose guy tried to strangle her, she twisted the story around to try and gain jack’s sympathies. I don’t like jack’s response: “I’m not a murderer” At this point he has not idea what she’s done, he lets his emotions catch the best of him and blurts out whatever the hell is on his mind. I actually felt bad for kate when he said this.
The only words out of michael’s mouth I like: ‘I don’t want you hanging out with him anymore,” in reference to Locke. Good call Buckwheat
Another reason I don’t like Locke: poor fucked up out of his mind Charlie is trying to have a nice conversation with you, and you blow him off. jeez. Next Charlie will be talking to the dog because nobody wants to listen to his drug induced rantings. I would listen to you Charlie
Shannon has proven her bitchiness once again “Why can’t he just die already?”. Seriously? I’m sorry the dying man is inconveniencing you princess.
Locke finds Vincent and gives him to Buckwheat so that Walt might like Buckwheat better. One of the rare occasions I like Locke.
I Love the song they play at the end, anybody know what it is?
I like the early Sayid/Sawyer interactions when Sayid tosses Sawyer the fruit
and VINCENTTTT!!!
Again creepy music when they are filming around Locke’s head. I don’t think he’s up to any good from day one.
Again, Charlie is extremely annoying. Questioning Jack over, and over again about the transceiver. I think this is when I began to like him because he seemed like a little hyperactive pain in the ass adhd kid. I’m a sucker for ADD people. (Mainly because I have it 
“you’re not a coward” – recurring theme with both charlie and desmond, another fav
Boone deemed “God’s Gift to Humanity” by Shannon. I adore Boone and thought Locke completely manipulated him in that whole hatch extracaversion. Locke is responsible for Boon’s death.
Jinn continues to look like a jerkoff, as the first michael/sun interaction occurs. Ironically we later find out Jin is a sweetheart and his wife is a bitch. I forgot how annoying Michael was. and I don’t mean in an amusing way like Charlie. My mother thinks Michael as Buckwheat from the Little Rascals.
I’ve never liked Michael nor really gave him much sympathy. He came off as an arrogant, stupid, impetuous idiot. I like the Buckwheat comparison; I think I will refer to him as so from now on.
I LOVE THE SAWYER/SAYID fight. One of my favorite scenes in the entire series Ah Sawyer’s first speaking parts!! And he comes off as a total asshole. I totally believed him too first time I saw this, and then I thought he was a complete prick until about season three
“whatever you say doc, you’re the hero” competition starting between jack and sawyer
Total badass moment when Sayid reveals he was in the Republican Guard to Hurley
I liked Sun alot better when she didn’t speak English.
I like Kate more and more, whenever I re-watch episodes. I hated her in the beginning but I see myself liking her more and more every day.
The Flash comic book walt was reading always intrigues me. Michael officially seals the deal of him being an ass when he offers to buy Walt a new dog. That;s the last thing a kid wants Buckwheat! Go out and look for Vincent you moron, Jack told you he saw him. jeez..
Again, I miss high Charlie. He’s high as a kite when they decide to go on the hike, it’s hysterical:
“you’re going?” – Charlie
“you’re going aren’t you?” Shannon
”oh i’m definately going.” -Charlie
Literally I laugh out loud at that. Charlie’s funniest line ever.
Shannon is ocmpletely useless and an idiot. she was more of a hindrance than help on the hike. Honestly look at her climb. she holds everyone back
The first appearance of the letter. Weird he would be thinking about it on the island, and then decide to go on the hunt. The way Sawyer looked before then was regretful and sad.
I still think there is more to Charlie’s FATE bandages than what we’ve seen so far.
I’m also still intrigued by his countless near death experiences. I think there may be more explanation to this in the final season also.
The first time we see Locke sitting on the beach, the score becomes a bit darker and creepier. From this first moment I didn’t necessarily trust Locke.
Hurley is already taking care of the food. I like how the producers used this as foreshadowing and /or referenced this scene at a later time for Hurley’s subsequent roles. I like the continuity established.
Jin and Sun’s first conversation: I had known about The Others when I first got into the show, but wasn’t really sure what they were about. When I had watched this episode with my friend I asked her if “don’t worry about the others” referred to them (clearly it didn’t, but it’s an interesting choice of words on the writers’ part).
Foreshadowing of Jack’s later drinking problems.
Charlie running by–ironically enough I thought he was a bad guy on my first viewing because of his rush–I thought he took the plane down, not that he was feening for a fix!
When Kate takes the dead guy’s shoes–Locke looks at her weird, and then the “orange smile” scene–he still creeps me out, and it looks like he creeped her out too.
I thought Locke was a pedophile at this point.
I LOVED Charlie’s futile attempts to flirt with Kate. I would have never been interested in a Kate/Charlie romace but I thought it was cute that Charlie was trying so hard but Kate eye’s were all over Jack; When in reality Evangeline and Dom have been dating for quite some time now.
Sober Charlie is annoying, like really annoying. Just give him his fix already. Again another reason I thought he was shady–creeping around the cockpit.
I just think it’s weird that Jack has said he’s had experience flying, thus why he knows about the transceiver and has an idea about why they crashed, but they’ve never showed it in a flashback. Probably irrelevant, but still it’s something I just noticed. And the monster claims his first victim.
Charlie’s third near death experience (the first being the crash, and when he was almost sucked into the turbine wandering around stoned) when he trips running from the monster. All within the pilot episode. weird.
WHY does the monster continually avoid that branch cage Kate runs into? She also hid there in season three with Juliet thus successfully avoiding smokey. Why can’t he get into there? I think I’m just a dumbass, comebody please enlighten me.
‘We have to go back,” Kate in reference to the monster
Situation is quite reversed four years later when Jack asks of you “We Have to Go Back”
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